Hi Emilie,
Firstly welcome to the Forum and I would definitely support what KANACKI has said, so will not repeat his great response.
When I was reading your Post I got the feeling that you have a number of Spirit Guides, that are with you to help on your journey in this life, two of whom you can see and I believe communicate with them.
These spirits are very positive and mean you no harm, indeed they are hoping to be able to establish a communication between you and them, so they can work with you during this stage of your life.
A word of advice (perhaps you already know), but please try and not discuss the paranormal aspects you are experiencing, as many are very religious and others who may not be as religious, as you will only get negative and even worse, feedback from these people.
My final point is please don't discuss this subject in a general way on Facebook or other forums you may be on.
Also, try not to go on to many similar sites, as this may be difficult for you to be able to control.
We also strongly believe in Members having 100% anonymity, in order that their real identity is kept secret.
All I can say, in closing, is that you have a wonderfully bright spirit.